From Isolation to Alchemy – A Shift You Might Be Feeling Too

Hello Friends,

Lately, I've been navigating the powerful energies moving through the planet — and maybe you are too. There's been a call to slow down, to let go of old aspects of self, and to allow our bodies time to catch up so we can truly embody the higher frequencies that are coming in.

A big "aha" came recently around community — not just the idea of it, but the kind that truly fulfills the soul. For years, I've felt a deep desire to build or be part of a meaningful tribe, but I often found myself disappointed or disheartened by past experiences. It made me wonder: Is it even possible to create a space that feels good for me and truly resonates with others too?

For a long time, I resisted the idea of community — not because I didn’t long for connection, but because I had been taught that true community should come from wholeness, not from lack. I didn’t want to join or build something just to fill a void. I wanted to be part of something that amplified our strengths, that brought our gifts together to create what we may not have been able to on our own. And now, that time has come.

As I share this with you, my hope is that some of what I've realized will awaken a part of you — especially if you've also been longing for something more aligned, more nourishing, and more true.

For quite some time, I've known that part of my soul's purpose is to usher in change — to assist in the creation of new systems, new levels of consciousness, and to anchor higher awareness on this planet. That clarity has always been with me.

But what has made it especially painful is that I haven't had others in my immediate reality who shared that same level of awareness — people I could speak with openly, who could meet me there, and help process these challenges from the same spiritual altitude. This lack of resonance created a deep sense of isolation. I knew what needed to shift, I could see the patterns and the solutions, but I had very few — if any — people to reflect it with, to ground it into form, or to offer new perspectives that matched the frequency I was working from.

Part of why this pattern persisted was because I didn't have enough people operating at a similar level of consciousness to reflect with or co-create real solutions. When I did reach out to others in spiritual spaces, their responses often lacked depth or tangibility. They would acknowledge the situation as “just an experience,” avoid judgment in the name of neutrality, and focus on understanding the motivations of those who hurt me.

But I already understood their why. Empathy has never been my struggle.

What I needed was someone to acknowledge the pain that was being consistently inflicted, and to help me find new ways to move through it and change it. Instead, the response was often to over-empathize with the ones causing harm and bypass the actual harm itself — in the name of being spiritual.

I grew used to being the "odd one out," the sensitive one, the one who could manifest deeply and intuitively — and yet not be truly seen. I started to feel like I didn't belong even in spaces that were meant to hold healing and light.

Then, just recently, a video by Teal Swan found its way into my field. It was about repeating patterns, and one of the patterns she spoke about hit me hard — it mirrored so many situations I've lived through. I realized that an old childhood wound — the "scapegoat" program — had been subtly woven into my adult and even spiritual life. I had been so used to being seen as "different" for my intuitive gifts that I had unconsciously accepted being treated differently — and not always kindly.

It became clear: I had been justifying harmful behavior from others, forgiving without accountability, and letting people back in even when the harm repeated. Over time, that kind of stress takes a toll. My body started signaling that it couldn't keep processing these dynamics — not without consequences.

Here's something I now realize was missing from my spiritual practice:

For a long time, I followed the teaching that in order not to perpetuate a negative pattern, we shouldn't speak of it — that talking about painful situations would just give them more energy. So, when something hurtful happened, I would stay quiet, do my inner healing work, and try to focus only on the positive.

But over time, I saw that by not speaking up, by internalizing everything, and by not holding others accountable for their actions, these painful dynamics kept repeating themselves. What I once thought was a form of spiritual maturity — choosing peace over conflict — actually became a way of protecting others from the consequences of their behavior, while I absorbed the emotional cost.

What's changed? I've started doing things differently. I'm practicing deeper self-advocacy, even when it's uncomfortable. I'm choosing to see clearly where I was tolerating things I no longer can. I'm seeing that the energetic stress I was carrying wasn't mine to hold, and I'm letting it go.

It hasn't been easy. Self-advocacy can be exhausting, especially when you're speaking a language that others aren't quite attuned to. But even in the challenge, there's liberation.

So, I'm writing this not to teach, or fix, or promote. I'm writing to share. To say: if you're moving through something like this too, if you've felt that deep isolation or found yourself in repeating dynamics despite your spiritual practice, you are not alone. These past few years have brought human loss, deep interpersonal reflection, and a stripping away of the masks we didn't even know we were wearing.

And now, perhaps, we're on the edge of becoming newer, truer, and more whole versions of ourselves. This journey, however, doesn't have to be walked in solitude.

It's precisely because of this shared yearning for deeper connection, for true resonance, and for a way to actively shift these patterns that I've decided to create a sacred space for us to explore and embody this new path together. It's called From Scapegoat to Spiritual Alchemist.

This group is for those who are ready to:

• Finally find a resonant community where you are truly seen and heard at your spiritual altitude.

• Transmute the burden of misunderstood and unacknowledged gifts, and unreciprocated efforts, into empowered self-advocacy and truly collaborative connection.

• Co-create practical solutions and anchor higher frequencies with like-minded souls, without bypassing the human experience.

• Finally, be with others that are kind, loving, generous givers just like YOU! (This could take a bit of an adjustment for many of us that became lone wolves so to speak.)

If any of this resonates deeply within you, and you feel that familiar yearning for a space where your experiences are not only understood but actively supported and transformed, I invite you to learn more about From Scapegoat to Spiritual Alchemist here: [Click Here] https://www.roseannkulyk.com/special-offer

With love and respect,

Rose 🌹